Getting there !!

Ha ! well lets just say that this is my first post , where “i dont” think I’m a bum ! .. i have been working hard … actaully working reall really really hard. Been trying to make my art potfolio and write my statements, touching up my paintings trying to get them down to the local gallery, to be sold so i can earn earn earn !! yayaya … haha …:D

Here’s a little picture taking of my uhh event ?  I took them while doing my stuff ! You need pictures! Right? They are not perfect as always but they are surely good . You may like to click on the image for a larger preview.

© Proudly been a Sarah Narayan Creations .

Happy day lovely people . A song to makes you feel better. Life is short and shouldn’t be thrown over a useless piece of meat !! Kidding … yes! i’m obessed with Dostana, and love the songs in it ! Esp the “Jaane kyunnnn ……………. tu hai toh ……… I’ll be alriteeeeeeeeee …but when you smile for me …the world seems alrtie” . We all gotta find someone in life that we can give everything we own to them ! Yes ! Even your ipods and even your favoruite tee-shirt !! Yeaa ?

Lock it down

xo

Sarah .

Unrequited love

Unrequited love! The kind of love that I have fallen in. It’s like you give ur heart and soul to it along with more frequent visits to the waxing salon, or rather to the threading lady and at the end of the day – you end up with nothing actaully. The sad part is, when it’s done, u are delusional into thinking that you don’t have any regrets, you are somehow convinced that you learnt something out of it, and your friends finally cave in and somehow agree with you, just so you can get over that hump where you have stopped waxing faces !

I think the problem I have..It’s very complicated in a way and I don’t think any of my friends understand this. This is what makes my life difficult, I’m just stuck at one point knowing not know what to do or where to get out from. My world is just different I can’t be a teenager … it’s just a whole new thing … thou I’m not complaining … Mayank called me today, the conversation got really deep and it made me cry , and well he kinda made me realise where I was going wrong. And stuff that I never figured out. In the past few post I have been wrong, I think its time I need a change, from now onwards I will start to tone myself, eat right and start being like a girl. I mean I wont change the things I believe in… But just make myself less of an obese.

The whole point of this blog is to tell … that certain special someone that …I’m not gonna give up on you. It’s gonna make me miserable and terribly heart broken in the process. But I will survive … yea remember that song .. by Glorya

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinkin’ I could never live without you by my side;
But then I spent so many nights
Thinkin’ how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along

So hunnie, I’m gonna wait for you … right here , as long as it takes…. for you to rethink our future  …

Well anyways, I’m gonna go wash my face and apply a night cream and go to bed. Have to go school for some stupid reason.

Sweet dreams ♥

Old photos !!

Mocking a shopekeeper . Maansadevi Temple, India.

When i had perfect skin .

Meliser and me after painting random fella .

Me and abbo, first day of Pre-school !

Me, Ayisha and Fane. Best Friends once upon a time. Prom 2005

We loved our bikes .

So yesterday !

It’s been a crying month for me. Not that I’m leaving high school … I mean fuck all … I don’t care about my high school, it was pretty shit anyway.

I’m apparently stuck with my life. I feel nobody understands me here. And no bitch it’s not my teenage problems. I’m said to be leaving in a fairy world. Well I realise that yea it’s a fact … and I jus don’t know. I feel fake …. I Think I have to let go of all my … dreams that I have about the whole bollywood thing.. Nice lovely guy and happy family … lovey dovey .. I don’t want all this to break. And I see all this happening with this one guy ..and him being all the way in Australia ..he must be banging some white chicks right now! Bastard ! .. so yea officially I have moved on from him … YES! … I mean it this time ..i swear , I do ! .. I actually deleted his phone number off my phone yesterday at 2am (it is a big thing okay ) ..Coz I was so depressed and then today I deleted him off msn … and I don’t want anything to do with him. He probably thinks I’m gonna die without him, which is perfectly the truth , but oh well , u see hunnie if he ain’t got time for me then I’m not gonna spend my time on him. (Have I started being a blonde latterly). Guys are sluts …and they should die . I’m seriously considering of becoming a lesbian. Ha ! …

Anyways I’m writing this blog to run away from the thing that I have to do … I’m gonna list them down … once again..

• Personal statement
• Portfolio
• Uni applications (die bitch)
• Sign board
• Learn driving (pain in my bum)
• Australia student visa … (maichod) … hahahah
• Bitch around
  

..its a bye bye to .. my lovely … guy/slut/his name/bitch/kutta/ass hole.

So yea .. give me a heyyy.. give me a hoeee … give me a i dont know u anymore ! (its  a new one)

All lots of love to all the rest .

xo