Restless .

I’m so restless! I can’t sleep, its like I’m waiting for something to happen. I just don’t know what. Something is not right, I think I haven’t done anything. I’m not going to school tomorrow since I got no papers to write thought I feel nervous. I have this fear of losing something. And just because of all this I’m awake at 2.28am. Well I went into bed already but then I got out of it because something felt missing and I don’t know what. Maybe after I write this blog I will then find peace and I don’t exactly know how but I just might. I have no sleep in my eyes. Oh well, I v-mailed everybody in class saying best of luck for their exams but no one replied so I’m guessing either no one got it or their fingers have grown so big that they cant text me back. Anyways its okay, I’m just too cool for you guys. Therefore I can purely understand.

How has life been?

Beyond any doubt speaking it’s NOT good. It’s really been a nightmare. No ones being of any help and I have recently mastered an attitude something like “so what? I don’t care!” and seriously that is just not a good thing. And when you have that sort of attitude, you just know that its time to fall backwards and hit your head on the ground and most probably die! Oh! Just great . see . . . I even know how I’m gonna end up. Gosh , I’m really mean.

I guess one of the reason that is making me be an absolute bum is offcourse the general reason that some of you might be knowing and its not gooa to mention here , but yea that reason and the other reason is school. It just so wrong and not cool , I HATE BAM … for the 100^th time , alrite . but I gotta deal with this sorta things …stress stress stress …die !

Hmm just got a pop up email by BBC saying “Army chief General Michel Suleiman is elected by parliament as Lebanon’s president, ending a six-month stand-off which threatened civil war.” Well dunno what’s happening in that part of the world, sounds serious! (And no it’s not lame to sign up for an email for an hourly update of the world. Its very educational, if u tards didn’t know. Hahah

Okay I think, I’m in my good mood now …

Just a song , that’s makes me wonder so bad . . . it’s one of the classic’s …

Maine kisi ko dil deke kar li

Raatein kharaab dekho

Aaya nahin abhi tak udhar se. . x

Koi jawaab dekho

…~Woh na kahenge to khudkashi

Bhi kar jaaoonga main yaaron

~….Woh haan kahenge to bhi khushi se

Mar jaaonga main yaaron. . .

Love always 

Sarah.