Well , we all sometimes feel really low and sometimes really really GOOD about ourselfs. And right now i’m feeling really gud about myself , my depression has been peeled off me just like you would peel a carrot 
It feels nice to actaully feel good about my OWNself, i reckon its the new song of Atif Aslam that is making me fall in love with that certain person more then ever.And the thoughts of him is making me smile and everything is just so postive around me . . . Yep! even the people i hate are just the most beautiful peole in the world [ right now].
Falling in love is very corny nowdays , people have ‘over used’ the word ‘i love you’ ..and etc etc … so much that now when it actaully seems true .. somewhere at the back of ur head its kinda holding you back telling you that LOVE? .. love is just a lame word .. its doesnt mean anything , maybe the point i’m trying to get at is not very clear .. coz i think i’m still a bit confused about all this stuff. I’ve never been a situtaion where someone is in love or rather someone is in love with me .. i;ve always know people .. who have always had the ‘one sided love’. ..
< still listening to atif , cant get over her new song, making me just soo happy and something .. i dont know , haha .. but its feels loved? yes , i knw .. this song is just making me use the word LVOE too bloody much .. just listenign to this song , u’ll know what i mean
just feel like doing that dance thing .. .. hehehehe … yea … JUST THAT dancing thing .
Today went pretyy good .. todays activties included .
-sweeping the house
-mopping it
- washing the outside passage [ u guys ever cleaned frog shittt ! ,..well i did today.. not only one but heaps]
-went to the doctor [ finally had to do something abt my cough ]
-went to see the new buliding with shyam [ which was our old house]
-went to get dvds
-shyam buys nusrt fateh ali khan CD’s [ we listen to afreen afreen in the car][ we hate it ]
-went to resturant 88 to have lunch [ the lady there decides to give us free ice-cream soup thing]
-came home
-washed my clothes
-washed my uniform [ not in the washing machine ..yes thats work]
-watched Sa Re Ga Ma Pa [ hated it ]
-hepled shyam cook [ HATED THAT TOO ]
-now on the computer
< let me play that song again .. coz i think i’m getting depressed again ]
*sigh*
lovies
sarah
xox
.. oh oh .. just to add the last bits … u knw that guy shyam from school ! ..dat guy has finally got some sense into his brain .. he has actaully learnt hw to talk ! .. god bless and he made it to uni .. if shyam can .. so can i ! .. .. haha woohoo ..i’m actulyl hungry
and umm ..i’m going to do my BAM homework .. fucking two reports to write .. thats really not cool but .. i think i’m doing it slowly ..
… i HATE BAM I JUST HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT ! … FUCKING RETARDNESS I TELL U …
AND I STILL GOT ART TO DO .. SINCE I’M STARTING MY FIRST PIECE TOMORROW .. WOOHOO … WELL HOPEFULLY …
i totally feel like the below people ..
